like my post tittle..its already six month I do not update my blog...I just do not have idea to post anything to this blog...now suddenly i want to update my blog...hehehe..silly and lazy me right... ^_^
For your information now i in 3rd Year for Bachelor Accounting...got another one year to finish my bachelor and start working then continue for Master program...Just started my third year last week after be facilitator for new intake...new student with various type of attitude...
i got new name at there...all of them call me 'Kak Rara'...how cute right (feel so proud right now..hohohoh) but at the same time i already warn they that they will not recognize me after the orientation and that happen...my personality and my dress code totally different in orientation week...if in orientation week they just know me as bubbly and happy go lucky 'Kak Rara' but in real life i still happy go lucky but at the same time i also one of rule breaker in college...
(p/s: not a hardcore rule breaker but medium level only...hehehe..peace dean ^.^V)
aisshhhh why suddenly i feel so lonely sob sob (T.T)...all my memory with her suddenly burst in my mind maybe it is due after talking with my grandmom just now...i'm so sorry grandma it's not like i do not want to call you but i scared that i still not strong enough to talk about my late mom..sometimes i might be happy go lucky but actually sometimes i still feel so sad that i cannot see her anymore...just forgive your weak gradchild ok...i miss her so much but i need to be strong right...i cannot be weak in front my sister but sometimes i really cannot control my memories and tears...i just need someone to be my crying shoulder and i wish it not my sister because i do not want they feel sad...I know she also do not want me to crying over her but what to do sometimes i will miss her like crazy person...i just can pray that she will be peace at there...
♥♥♥ I LOVE YOU MOM ♥♥♥
i think it enough i write until here...i do not want both my sister realize my unstable emotions right now...
will be update soon ok...
bubbye and have a nice day
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